Urge of putting up pictures

I'm out today

Finally, i had beed waiting for this day to go out... i sms Mei fen my child hood frd to ask if she wants to go out as i wan fresh air. left ard 4.40pm She agree and we went to Tiong bahru plaza for a few hrs and had BK. Saw some of my old working frds... wow... they are still there... so many yrs le...

walk ard for a while and my leg super hurt... gosh.... too long nv walk ard le... nut need to thank my knee guard and cruthes... the knee guard really support my leg real well...

Reach home ard 7.40pm but missed the "Ai" show... lucky is up to 9pm today.... time flies today... really fast...

Saw BAB fb pictures really temp me to go to the flea market... so gonna check it out tml... thanks joy and rey for agreeing to share cab there tml...

gonna slp soon... will update soon...

Salamat Hari Raya

Had a mini celebration for our maid, Tami. Fried chicken, nugget, fries, koropok, and kuay lapis... not forgeting mum buy her this baju. Is it nice on her? i say so... she wore and it fit perfectly. She loves the baju... she called home and talk to her parents in the morning. Well well... Hope she enjoy her Hari raya...

Move on Alice

I'm trying hard to hide my emotions... i do still missed him. And claims that i'll let him go but its so difficult for me... Alice, Alice.... why are u like that!!!!

Can you pls be confident in yrself!!! lots of frds, my siblings always knocking this to my head... you are worthy to be loved n care more...

Arh.... its driving me crazy.... really hard to let it go but i need too.... He got Gf le... Now jus give him blessing... Alice, i know u can do it....

I'll let fate decide my path le.... Very tired of everything....

Great Grandma, i miss u

Its 103 days since Great grandma passed away... there is so much things i wanna share with her. I missed yr laughter, yr nagging, yr cough n yr voice. How i wish that u are alive, talk to me placing your hands on my lap and hearing my problems and giving advice.

Lots of things happening after u left... can see wad is really relatives true colour,can even say during yr wake, dun even respect u or ah mah, i had bad fall and ah mah got minor stroke, My bf left me etc....

Ah Zhor, can u pls bless me... i wanna recover fast, wanna go out, have fun know new ppl and dun wanna coop up at home le... i wanna be a change person and wanna walk out of the hurting memories...

I know you care abt all of us... so pls bless us...

Great Grandma, all i wanna say, I love and miss you alot. Wait till i recover, i will go to yr tomb to pray... Rest in peace Ah Zhor

Links to remember

http://bab.com.sg/how-b-a-b-has-helped-me-grow-by-alice-ng/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=79FRyWMSbEo&feature=PlayList&p=E350B8DDCA348EFD&playnext_from=PL&index=0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yl4AhF25pcM&feature=PlayList&p

50 days after i Discharge

It had been 50 days since i discharge from Hospital, staying at home resting and rotting its killing me, at time when we are at work we wish to have a break, for now i have a long medical leave but its really boring.

How i wish i can move and walk ard as usual but now cant. I missed the swimming pool, the beach, missed the time doing volunteering (feel bad that my frd got to cover me as i am on mc)

My siblings will be bring the dogs to the beach this come sunday which i strongly encourage them to go, have a break as they had been by my side these 2 mths. I tell myself to recover fast den can can go with them next round.

The scar on my leg is still visable, wondering when will it go off? must i wear pants everywhere i go to cover my long scar.

Seafood, Chili crabs, i'm longing for u....